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Alex, I understand your fear of telnlig your mom, you are afraid of rejection, or being labled as less than mentally healthy. Please trust that your mother loves you no matter what, and that she wants what is best for you. If you are starting to harm yourself to need to get help. Finding this site is a good step in the right direction. As for the new unfriendly voice, that is your inner critic and many teenage girls have one. I know I did, it pointed out every flaw I had and told me I didnt deserve to be loved. While my inner critic wasn't a voice it was still sad and depressing feeling so unworthy of love and friendship. Please look at yourself and see everything that is good and worthy. You get good grades and you were smart enough to realize you have a problem and to look for help on this site. I am sure you have other good qualities you just need to see all the good in yourself. If I had a daughter in your situation I would hate knowing that you were suffering in scilence. Your well being is one of the most important things in your mothers life. Many parents put their childs happiness ahead of their own. If for what ever reason you think you cant confide in your mother, find someone you can trust and ask for their help. There are many free mental health resources, if you cant find one in your area I am sure you can find a teen hotline or something like it. When I turned 14 I started crying all the time, it was overwelming so I found a free mental health clinic only 6 blocks from my school. They are confidential unless they think you are going to do serious harm to yourself or others. Please know you are not alone.